You are surrounded by the wheel of fate

What path leads to eternal happiness is the path to lies

Flinch away if by dismay ,a seed of hope aground it lay

Astray from light , forfeit thy play

Kindle emotion of lust you may…

Entity …will this remain and stay ?

It resemble a plague which spread throughout town when only shadow remained to watch humanity die

Funny isn’t it when you feel something was missing but you cant figure out what it is ….

Maybe it isn’t funny after all ….

Everything lies within the chest, we have the key ..but dare we open it up ? Doubt of the utmost insecurity and infinite questions of disbelieve ….

Life is a stage when people become audience of yours only to watch how this puppet move…

Controlled by strings we toss and turn be played around and laugh upon

By time not being watched a pair of scissors magically appear in front …

The never ending journey seems upfront of us…

The sweaty hands the trembling arm it grip the scissors as like a charm

….snip & snap these strings be gone

Owh how happy the taste of freedom… now feeling was gone no nothing could be done

Soon we realize what mistake we made ….we couldn’t stand but sat like a stone

This is the part where our audience laugh and grin …the failed scene

When nothing could be done we were alone…by time a touch a gentle hand

Slowly was fixed but a single line…although we move but a dangling hope

We live as a Marionette at times …but we need to be on strings in moments … until we find the best puppeteer of ours …

But if we don’t ….we either remain dangling by a string or left as a wood as cold as death

~Haru

My throat is dry, my voice is hoarse,

A great passion felt, left no remorse.

Unheard I mourn, My faltering tongue

Condemned the ever drop of silent tears

Caught by death my menacing trance,

Spiritually broken, my lovely end,

Thin air whisper I don’t remember,

Denied my sorrow within my laugher.

Yesterday was another wholesome suicide

Severed arm, cry myself to sleep

Utter madness my memory fades

Over edges thee blood shot eyes

Late strained blood, tear stained cheek

Another gush of fear and drear

Ever dark shades, my morning dew

Jewel pulse, I drain my triumph

Hazardous foam consumed by black ink

Giddy feeling Apart the bleeding

Joy it seems a hope of Telepathy

Mascara was a disguise from Eternal sin

Another sHatter

Another shAtter

Another shaTter

Another shattEr

Scatter my lovely blossom of dark illusion….

Burning

Burning

Burn ….dwell within a dream of dozing emotions

Something are meant to be forgotten, something are best to be left unknown

Something are best to be under, something are meant to be dead…

Something …is myself

~Haru~

Spring is near, children are playing

Handful of sand, there’s no boundaries

Crimson red, the colour of sorrow

Weeping tears, another year follows

Look… A petal has fallen

Wake up from the oak tree

Line up your guts, its merely a spree

Dreadful pain, my heart is hollow

Swollen eyes, wake us up tomorrow

Green scenery, bottomless pit

Another leaf fall comes along

Breaking branches, melody of a tearful song

Looking at reflections between a scale

Scars of massacred death, a laughter from yesterday

Look…A petal has fallen

Wake up from a dead alley

Line up our innocent heart

Dreadful pain a mind so shallow

To the ground

To the sand

From the sand

Dying down

Fall off…

Fall off…

Now…..

Winter blows from blue to grey

Look….the last petal has fallen

~Haru~

Clouds in my eyes, passing down liquids of sorrow

Wings of possession, ripped apart a fallen soul

Charming beauty, pretty face

There lay no emotion, it died away

It’s dark outside, yet there’s no guide

Not a flare and neither a light

A blank page was turned, flips to the second

Pushing lip prints, breaking almond

Staying alive , surface on the cruel sea

Drown under, turns a blue-green grave

Missing a flower, losing the fragrance

Blown off a voice box, gone a sentence

Winter falls, darkness swarms

Leaves has fallen, false alarm

Misery lives, transparent dreams

Shadow of a broken piece, sad it seems

Piercing silence, endless cold

Existence of masochistic ,I was told

Soft whisper in the night,

Chance is slipping, hold it tight

Moonlight crawls , white sheet falls

A scream was heard, do you recall ?

Distance and presence, the day was mute

Capture a moment, this lips were sealed….

As tempting as the taste of alcohol,

Every second it reminds me of its burning sensation….

Burning down as it goes to the bottom,

that’s the reason I rather stay drunk.

~Haru~

Its not going to be the same anymore …I don’t really care though

Although things are contradicting …..its not a barrel …the only thing would be the mind …

Being a variance of nothing now its hollow or should I say empty …. Knowing your presence was a gift

But acknowledging your disappearance was a gif …it makes my every vision pixilated into one graphic motion which couldn’t be plagiarized by any form ….

I now know I couldn’t lose you …. Please don’t leave me dangling alone …. Although darkness swarm across me surrounding every angle of my section ….that wouldn’t be a bother I don’t care

Lifting up a higher notion, wishing upon these blackened nation… I hope you understand I don’t mean what I spat its bullshit in fact its in sack….pack up our sense into civilization I don’t mean to hurt you cause it doesn’t need certification…..

I love you whoever you are …I wish so hard upon a star…..even if my knees fall upon the tar….I just wanted to tell you no matter where you are …

I will still love you with my open heart ….

I’m crazy I know … it doesn’t matter …it doesn’t show …if I’m acting, I would have know

I just want to make things clear that I was wrong

Hoping for a chance … o please don’t slip away again I don’t want to face another silent wall …like tom hanks and a Wilson ball …. I don’t want to feel

Cast away …

~Haru~